am feeling gloomy ; am feeling lonely

felt so lost ; no one is reachable

* c r y i n g *

best friends ; scattered around the globe

am tired ; waiting for promises to be fulfilled

excuses shouldn't be used to live up with words ; through it might have unforseen circumstances to fulfill difficult task

am so lost with my pathway ; can i be a little consistent

everything seems so absent ; need someone to talk senses with me

need a listen ear ; need a companion to listen

.. walk me home ; show me directions ..

hearts,

eli is home ; fern is leaving

few days back eli reached penang ; she woke me up at 2am to tell me she's back home

am happy am happy am happy ; surrounded by lovely people

real busy lately ; spending good time with close friends

.. every moment together ; with close friends ..

hearts,

my mystery friend ; when am writing this i wonder will you i read this or not

when i stop seeing you ; stop being found by you

when i stop talking to you  ; when i stop seeing you

a wish our story begin from where and we could end it there

didn't regret this love relationship ; me and you shared

remember am a very loud girl ; remember you're a soft boy

we were so close together before we together ; till we are together we even closer

all that we shared ; for real or just for fantasize

i couldn't differentiate ; i just take it up for real

people that believe love ; will keep endure love

both of us ; couldn't get back together as too many things happened

strangers to lovers ; both once love but not destined to be together

my understandings ; though we walkaway yet i shouldn't be sad as we once love each other

knowing you ; is the most happy moments in my life, will remember all good memories

goodbye my mystery friend ; my last post about me and you

.. wish your happiness and mine ; wish you're happy always ..

hearts,

we had our dinner together ; dress to impress

we love each other ; we enjoyed each other companion

sweet dinner ; growing fat

after dinner ; we went chilling

great night ; a night that makes my consciousness comes with it

my consciousness ; never am i so awake

an incident happened ; it strikes that my silliness beyond the limit

was glad having my close friends with me ; never will i make them worry over me

was lost in so many different ways ; in the darkness without guide

when the lights on ; i found myself and not repeating the same mistakes

.. love can come and pass by ; the silence could be loud ..

hearts,

been sleeping a lot lately ; stop working and woke up during noon

woke up ; fernie bernie text me, said we going to bring aun aun to get bicycle

is lovely to be with kids ; though i quit my job, am still surrounded with kids

spend time playing with aun aun and his new bicycle ;

*  picture will be uploaded soon *

am spending most of my days with connie and fernie ; best companion

crazy activities ; laughters and screams we filled together

later on ; we have nothing better to do, we went barit buntar for haircut then dinner at butterworth

another day filled up with happiness ; hope am happy everyday

.. smile ; enlighten my day ..